This is my home for the next four weeks and I’m the happiest gal in the world!


unterwegs in Sachen Film >>> <<< on the road making films!
This is my home for the next four weeks and I’m the happiest gal in the world!


…. and it’s raining for days ……

How can I explain „Duttmädchen“ … Berlin Kreuzberg-Neukölln Hipsters wear skinny jeans, a full beard and their hair in a bun. The latter mostly girls. Oh yes, and glasses. Hornrims. Black. All!
Bingo: I found 3 in a row!!

I caught a ball in its flight while my pinhole coffee camera took a picture!!



Negative and positive, ugly and not so ugly, pin hole camera original and photoshopped inverted corrected positive!

I was on an experimental summer embracing country weekend – strolling through fields and meadows, collecting flowers and herbs, buying potatoes from farmers, mixing them to tea and juices, using them for developing TriX super 8 film material (black & white negative processing) and you know what came out? The most beautiful films you can imagine … a soft grey-brownish tone, quite grainy (it’s TriX!), very dense. I am amazed! Thrilled! To be continued!

Watch some films: Kartoffel – Vergäpfelweikilöps

Yesterday, Oranienplatz, Berlin-Kreuzberg
My coffee camera again: 6 minutes exposure. People fading away. Cars and bikes, too. A still group of people remains visible.



I love coffee, I love pictures, I love old analogue stuff … this is my Illy pinhole camera, it has a tiny hole (about 0,32 mm diameter) and you can put film negative or photo paper inside, it snuggles nicely into the can.
Last Sunday the world celebrated the international pinhole day! So I thought I’d take an easy photo, lazy, on my balcony.
Developed it (a piece of old Ilford paper) of course in Caffenol. Photoshop inverted it.


Exposure time 4 minutes.

Spring comes to town! People wear flowers and feathers in their hair!

At the sea. The Baltic Sea. End of winter, strong East wind.


photo © Jochen; for me!
Hello hello, wigwag, I’ll clean the snow away, brush your winter off!!


Flicker: Artists and Super 8 – The exhibition at Smiths Row is still open (till end of March), if you have the chance and live in the UK – go there and watch films and images, all about super 8!
I have 7 images hanging there … and a film loop!

… and I gave a workshop (last weekend) called “Three Soups“ – super 8 film shooting and handprocessing in eco soups made from beer, tea, coffee, vitamin c, washing soda. Full success! 4 participants only, which made the whole thing very intimate … together we spent two fantastic and busy days in an experimental alchemistic boat!
Local beer brewer Nick brewed special beer only for us! To use it as developer! (and it worked!!) – see picture below: Reel Super 8 Ale!!

The end of the second day came a bit too quick: the security man of the workshop space wanted to close when we were still in the middle of the last soup: strong Glengettie Tea, extra long stewed (2 hours) – ha, no problem for Tony (it was his film stripe that longed for tea) and me: we rushed to the neighbour cinema café and continued the processing in the boys’ loo!
That was the funniest and punkiest action ever and we had everything we needed there: running water, big sink and the mightiest Dyson hand dryer for the finished film … 20 seconds and it was dry and ready!


London calling, spring is falling, Thames is dusty, joints are rusty, time to awake spring break!!!!

Flying from Berlin to London, crossing the beautiful North Sea, I saw wind turbines in the middle of the ocean!

When I was a bit younger I thought a great deal about feelings and melting pots … how it would feel to be living in a bubble in a right time like for example in New York in 1987. In Tel Aviv in 2009. In Paris in 1932. Now it’s 2013, now it’s Berlin, now I get this strange damn right feeling .. I live just by chance … here … and the mighty god of coolness and hipness says: Yeah! Right here! Manouche, French undercover restaurant, Kreuzberg, my intimate neighborhood … live band … no name … one guy from Africa, one from Israel, playing the best jazz music I’ve heard in years. Upright base and sax. Gorgeous. Awesome. What’s your name, guys? I loved you!!


Directors Lounge: the cool annual festivity alongside The Berlin International Filmfest (Berlinale).
Every evening another fresh short film program. Very international. In a cool place called „Naherholung Sternchen“ which I try to translate .. and find it almost impossible … Sternchen is little star, Naherholung is local recreation, and together … does it make any sense? Not even in German! It’s got quite neat GDRish charme though!
Today’s program: a bunch of short films from around the world, funny: all dealing a whole lot with personal identity. A young Arab school girl craving for a Barbie bag. A lonesome rider on a Texan highway – pittoresque but somehow morbid photos … a French Canadian explaining 16 reasons why he hates himself – that one was quite hilarious and beautifully trashlike shot in black&white, someone trying to make his parrot talk how beautiful life is while in the background his wife packed her things and left *yaaaawn*, a young Russian/Israeli/Netherland lady on her research of her life thread: I loved the way she combined thousands of portraits of herself always keeping her eyes in the very center!
Even I had a film in that program … even I looked for my reason of existence and found an easy answer (with the help of my flying nephew and an apparently Indian guru in my dreams): bring joy 😉 … promoting myself >>> ¡Viva la combinación!

(Berlin, Bernburger Strasse)
Recently there was a very rare beautiful evening at the Regenbogenkino / Rainbow Cinema in Berlin-Kreuzberg … a 4 evening special event, films mostly by Gaëlle Rouard, some very experimental 16 mm films. I had a special show of 6 films inside the program. Shown in super 8 original. One accompanied by me @ ukulele. Lalalaaaaatrallalla!!
It was fun and very familiar, like gathering around a bonfire. Rattling super 8 projector. Rare. Thank you Manfred for being there and for the bucket full of Kodachromes!!! Chris and Anne for the spirit and the organisation. And the wine. Regenbogenkino is cult. Survived. Yeah!!!


I had a workshop in Dresden at the 14th Schmalfilm Small Format Film Festival … so nice, so cold, so snowy … we experimented with coffee and Radeberger Beer and red wine that one of the participants brought: his wedding wine! Holy wine did divine things: the processing was awesome and the film came out married and beautiful 😉

watch a best of here >>>> xxxx
Roofing tiles half covered in fresh snow make me want to watch them with 3 D glasses!


The leftovers of collegue Tina’s birthday cake … I’m wondering how do they print an image on marzipan??

Oohooo, it’s a dark grey sunless misty humid medium cold period. Things and people are silent and fade.

This morning on my way to my dentist taking the subway I noticed a hole in the platform ground, a smell of coffee (can you see the mug?!) and a Christmas song streaming out! And it was NOT laaaast christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day blablabeleeblaaa!!!!

Heehee, this gives hope! Summer will come back! Someone’s selling bathing stuff on the flea market, hooray!


Woaah, I fell in a starry filmish analog tinker-fumbling mood this weekend! Spilt glimmer stars all over a stripe of old ORWO black&white copy film (low speed) and developed it in coffee.
I am fascinated by the beauty of simple things, again and again!